Sometimes it’s feel so wrong to be In this place. In one side you support your friend really hard till you die, but you have to press your own feeling, tough it’ll make you hurt inside, made you cry all night, made you smile outside not inside. I know what it’s feel and how hurt the feeling in your deepest heart.
You like him. You really like him, but you can’t do anything, just listen and imagine what people said about him. And you realize, how deep your love for him. And then, in one night, it broke in pieces just because your bestfriend love someone you’d love very much. Just you know, for you, friendship is the best thing you ever get from her. And you didn’t want to ruin it because your ego.
It’s hard to lie, especially in your bestfriend’s face. How you hide the pain by yourself alone. And nobody knew what you’re feeling right now. Maybe you are writing a diary, maybe listening to music or just scream loud to release it. Nobody knew. Nobody wants to knew.
You smile a little. When your bestfriend told you a story between her and your beloved. You gave her an advise, asked her to be his girlfriend, and be sure he likes your bestfriend too. And you cried again. Don’t know what to do.
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